I always thought it's never too late.
I tired to change isn't it, i've already stop working.
Like what for i work for fun, when it's like damn fucking tiring.
Whatever i said is always wrong
Do you know its like so fucking tiring for a forteen year old to handle so many things.
fuck.
school. work. programs. cso. family. friends.
i don't even have enough sleep everyday, wtf.
All i want is to do my part

No such thing as love, seriously.

I just blog hopped and saw this oh-so-gangster girl
commenting others ugly, when she is like not really that pretty at all
okay, i am being direct.
i don't like to beat around the bush,
because i don't think what good points she has.
Seriously you are far no different from a bitch, sleep with people's boyfriend
and you know we know.
I didn't mean to say all this, but
because i believe all humans do deserve some respect,
If you want people to respect you, respect others first
Don't come and blame people, complaining people don't respect you.
Because you have never given people the respect get it.
And i dislike the way you boot-lick people. It suck.
i don't see what is wrong with a mother fetching a daughter from school
just put yourself in her shoes.
You think she enjoy this kind of hide and seek game.
Its because she don't have a choice.
She is still a human, not a living machine bot you know.
Stop all this gangsterism please
get a life

@ Xiaotears Van Gucci

(^Earthworm^)

My beloved baby1 forever
In a blink of an eye, It's been four years.
Fast isn't it. All this while i guess You and I have change alot.
Reminisce the past, when we used to go to the mall everyday
playing rock fever and never forgetting my bubble tea
we'll always stick together almost everyday
hanging out with the same group of cliques,
bitching quarreling together as one haha.
Look how much we've changed.
How i wished we would stay in the past, just enjoying life everyday.
But Time changes, things are getting more and more complex.
Things just don't stay the same anymore.
Infact, this are the challenges we both are to overcome together.
People tried to break our friendship but they failed
this shows how strong our bond is.
Because i know i can never find a better bff like you anymore

:D:D:D
love you my dear bitch.

Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of all the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows down in stillness.

I had a bad day today at school
sat for my science paper today and i am very confident i will flunk it
my paper ended around ten, and i am home now
waiting for ms chen to come over.
've been a happy girl, because i know all this bits and puzzles are just part of life
God set all these to test how strong our inner-selves are
life would be boring if everything just keeps going your way
am i making sense?